I’m pretty sure I love a guy I’ve only talked to like four times. He has the most amazing smile and everytime I see it I can’t help but smile too. He’s one of the most talented people ever. He’s friends with my friends and I honestly think he is amazing. I don’t have the freaking balls to talk to him, even when I had a perfect chance tonight. My life sucks, and I feel like a failure. I knew I’d never have a chance with him, but I should have atleast tried. I’m completely disapointented with myself, and I wish I could relive tonight and redo it.
On another note, I saw Dahvie “Vanity” from Blood on the Dancefloor hanging out with a bunch of atleast fourteen year old girls at Denny’s. I saw them make out. Pretty fucking creepy if you ask me.
Sorry about this rant, I’m just depressed.
